boy vs girl

# nobody can go back and start a new beginning
but anyone can start today and make a new ending. #

a strong girl is one who is able to smile in the morning like she wasnt crying last night

p/s: thanks to my old friend miss farah!

i found this at her page :DD

love it yarr!

sape lagi cantek?

entry ni sesaje je kan ak wt..
td ak men2 fb..tetibe nk dibuat cerite...
ad la group ni post status " lisa surihani cantik.setuju?"
ramai lak yg like status 2...mse ak like 2 da ad 8989 org like da...
ramai jgk tuh...
tgk betapa ramai ny org suke tgk lisa surihani..
bg ak sdri..dye memg lawa...
huuuuh! untung laaa...
hehehheheh :DD

lg ad 1 group post " perempuan ada lesung pipit itu comel"
ni lebeh kepada fakta laa..sbb dye xltk tanda soal ape kan..
hahahhahahahahhaa..
tp xramai lak yg nk like...ad laa dalam 1094 yg like..
asl ramai yg xnak like ni?? sbb anda tidak mempunyai lesung pipit?
hahahahhahahaha..
ak pon xda..jd xnak jgk la like nya kan...
hahahahhahaha
terok ang!

oke2..kite come dgn kesimpulan...
ak panday2 wt kesimpulan sdri la ni..
ble org ckp lisa lawa ramai yang setuju..
tp ble org ckp perempuan ad lesung pipit itu comel..
xbape ramai yg nk setuju..isk! agaknya yg like 2 yg ad lesung pipit la kan..
hahahhahahahhaa..
untunglaaaaa...
 kalo kte tgk memg mse post pon laen...
yg lisa 2 3hours ago..yang lesung2 2 an hour ago..
tp all in all ce korg kalkelate...
bagaimana?? hehehhehe

xkisah laaa...sape mereka n sape kite tok menilai...
we are who we are..

meh tgk!

hahhaha...c! lisa comey

c! ak xcomey! lalallalala :DD

p/s: beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder :))

sumber: nampak beno nipunye~
ketepi, ketepi, ketepi...

punca kapel gado

know what...
ak jumpa laarh status ni kt membe ak ny wall kan..
i found it quite interesting...
so i pon..cm KOPIPES wt status sdri...
warghhh!
cm agk suke la sume nk like..
tauw x...
common people range umo baya2 ak ni..
they got problem in love..
this is FACT!
sbb ap ak jump to conclusion cm ni..
sbb..dr pemerhatian ak..kalo status cm mslh2 cinta ni...
sume cm sebok mengelike kan..
hahahahahahaa..

oke kte tgk puncanya

antara puncanya pasangan kekasih bergado:
- xbalas mesej
- xjwb kol
- kne kongkong
- kua xbtaw
- cemburu buta
- puji laki/ pompuan laen
- melebihkan kawan drpd si dia
- lpe tarikh2 penting
- selalu chat ng org laen
- contact ex blek
- bosan sudaaa...

heres the pic!

ni la antara yang ak post wt mse ni yang setuju ng statement 2..ad lagi yg tambah2 kasi kawnya..

hahahhahaha

p/s: single is not a status. it is a word that best describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others :)

TUTUP vs BUNGKUS

TUTUP aurat ke BUNGKUS aurat? Beza BUNGKUS dengan TUTUP adalah amat besar.

Situasi 1:
Aisyah: Ahmad, cbe teka aku tgh BUNGKUS ape?
Ahmad: Alaaa, nasi lemak.
Aisyah: Aik? Mne ko tau?
Ahmad: Aku nmpk nasi tkluar sikit tu. Lgpun aku tau ko mmg jual nasi lemak.
Aisyah: Ok2. Cbe teka nasi lemak ni byk ke sikit?
Ahmad: Alaaa lg sng. Byk la.
Aisyah: Ha? Cmne ko tau ni?
Ahmad: Tgok bntuk & saiz laa. BUNGKUSan bsar, byk. BUNGKUSan kcik, sikit. Haha kantoi.
Aisyah: Pandainye ko ni.
Ahmad: Bkn aku yg pndai, ko yg xpndai. Haha.
Aisyah: Ceh. Malas la soal.

Situasi 2:
Aisyah: Ahmad, cbe teka aku TUTUP ape dgn tudung saji ni?
Ahmad: Hmmm. Ikan goreng?
Aisyah: Salah.
Ahmad: Telur dadar?
Aisyah: Salah lg.
Ahmad: Karipap?
Aisyah: Salah jugak.
Ahmad: Fail MQA?
Aisyah: Ish. Lg la salah.
Ahmad: Abis tu ape? Mne la aku nk tau ape yg ko TUTUP tu.
Aisyah: Nasi lemak laa. Cbe teka byk ke sikit?
Ahmad: Ceh. Mne aku nk tau. Malas la jwb.

Maka pilihlah TUTUP :))
maka dimanakah pilihan tepat yang perlu anda pilih.

SUMBER: kopipes dr FB rakan..

:DD

patah seribu by shila amzah

know what..
ak suke sgt lagu ni...
bukan stakat lagu larhh!
shila amzah sme ak ske!!
wink3..
the ny suare best kan..
cm unique...ala2 diva g2..
lets jiwang wif this song guys!
:DD

wedding kak sha!

27 november 2011

hari bermakna wt kak sha n abg hadi!

at last...dorg kawen jugak..

bahagia nya jadi dye..

sy jelesss laaaarh!

kalo da jodoh kan..

who knows!

tbe2 saya ter pk lak..sape jodoh sy eyh??

sile angkat tangan! :PP

cm xsbr lak nk kawennn!!!

hahhahaahhaa..

calon nya lom ade cne nk kawen kan..

know what...

2larh kre cm 1st time ak g wedding membe ak sdri2..

plan nya nk g yg time 3dec 2 tp berkebetulan budak2 ak terpakse run program hari tuh,,

terpakse larh ak g awl skit..

majlis yg kt uma kak sha kt kuala kangsar itu..

walau sedikit jau n ak xpenah pon smpi sne,..

ak berjaya gak g sdri..

naek bus g sne sorg2,,

thanks to cik farah n en syuk sbb amek ak kt ipoh n bwk ak g kk 2..

fyi: skang ni ak dalam proses mencabar diri..

ak mencabar diri tuk jd lebeh berani n berdikari..

nmpk nya ak berjaya la wt mse ni..hhehheheehe

oke! for the married kapel who sooo chantek n nsemmm!

wish the both of u hepi always,,

happiness belongs 2u!

:DD

jum kite tgk pose ngade ak ng fara mse wedding kak sha ri 2...
untung laaa ktorg lewat...
dapat jgk amek2 gambar!
hehehehehehe

adam ni suke sgt amek gambar..hehhehee....kat mane2 je

katil pengantin..ktorg menyemak je kt c2..muahahha

pelamin pengantin tuh!

waaaahh! dapat bergambar ng pengantin..tp mane hubby dye?? -___-""

ngade ktorg byk2...

werk! hehehhehehe..comey la kak sha

unlock my heart

I keep my heart under 8 locks:
the key to unlock the 1st 1 is :to be polite 
the key to unlock the 2nd 1 is :to be kind
the key to unlock the 3rd 1 is :to be friendly
the key to unlock the 4rth 1 is :to be understanding
the key to unlock the 5th 1 is :to be caring 
the key to unlock the 6th 1 is :to give me time 
the key to unlock the 7th 1 is :to say "i love you! "
the key to unlock the 8th 1 is: to be sincere

after this u have won my heart!!!

Forever..

dont break it!

please be thankful

be thankful that you dont have everything you desire..
if u did, what would be there to look forward to?

be thankful for the difficult times..
its during those time you grow..

be thankful for your limitations
because they give you opportunities for improvement

be thankful for your mistakes
they will teach you valuable lessons

be thankful for what you have..
if u concentrate on what you dont have, you will never ever have enough

find a way to be thankful for your troubles
and they can become your blessing..

thank you!

this entry credited to my friend Marlon
thanks for this message tol!

p/s: never regret anything because...
they make you for who you are today!

maha melihat

ive been looking for this song for so long
and now...
found it! yeahhh! :DD

harimau malaya aku koya!

peeeewit!
xtaw lak ak mlm 2 kan...
21.11.2011 2 kan..yeke tarikh ni???
org sume tgk bolaaaa..ak yg bwu dpt asgnment pon nk tgk jgk!
layan laaa..kul 8 terpacak dpn tv ramai2..
opssss!! matching la sy ng apek (KFCM) 2...
waaaaahhh! bangga g2..
lg ah semangat nk tgk...
huarghhh!
da lme kot wa xtgk bolaaa...
semgt dpn tv ng laptop sekali..
konon la nk wt asgment..
huh! mcm buat...mcm jela...
hahhahahahaha

know what..
mse 2 da mcm ape rse...
gelap mata tgk bolaaa kot..
sbb ak da jd cm over xcited nk msia menang ni...
tgk yg time penalti last 2..badrul! hoh!
memg rezki kite msia...menggigil tgn ak kot...
teeeeeeeeeeet! GOL!
xtaw nk ckp ape la time 2...sebelom2 bersorak bagai nk ilang suare..
da last 2...
huh! sujud syukur la kite sume dpn tv ni..
xmampu nk bersorak da..
ya allah!
kite menang! kite menang! kite menang!
yay!!!

p/s: terbaek la MALAYSIA
especially HARIMAU MALAYA + KFCM!
hehheehehehehe

psst! mlm 2 ak tdo memg saket2 badan kot..
sbb neves yg melampau kot..
kesian!
hahhaha!
xpe ati puas!
:DD

B.R.E.A.K.UP!

know what..
td ak men2 ng membe ak kan...
sesaje bosan2..ktorg xda wt ape kan..
di saat org tgh sebok siapkan asgnment..ktorg cm free je..
sbb ape?? SBB U N ME memg sgt RAJEN!
oke2..
but then we all stalker that one guys..
so from there we can make a conclusion from the hypothesis we have ryt...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaand..
hypothesis is accepted!
waaaaaaaaaaa!!!
oke 2je..
haha !

no laa...xpuas ah entry smpi c2 je kan..
so like this..
actually from my observation la kan..
most of the people who already break..they tends to remember and glance back to their sweet memoir 2gether with their ex...
that common..
but this 1 guys..
huh!da mcm kesian ak tgk..
(tiru gaya zizan dalam KL gangster)
ahhahahahahha
2la..ko jgk yg mtk break kan..
skang da jd cm DESPEREDO da ak tgk...
sume laki/pompuan ko nk layan kan..
kot2 la ad tersangkut kan..
mane nk tauw..
hey u!
just stay still..behave urself keyh!
ur mr/ms ryt is waiting 4u..
ap yg perlu ko buat BERSABAR
bole x??
mungkin korg da xda jdoh kan..
wut to do...
nk cri ex blek.da mcm ego ltk kt kaki kan..
mane bole kan...
so jd la ko cm kesian g2..
huuuuh!
tp xpela kan at least u guys da break bwu tauw kan..
tauw mcm mane nk hargai org..

pssst! ad org 2 da hepi kan..
hehehhehehe..
envy tauw u guys!
menci3!
(gaya gedik) hahahhaha :PP

p/s: Break ups aren’t always meant for make ups.
Sometimes relationships are ended for you to wake up.

it is becoz of YOU!

Love yourself, so others love you
Believe yourself, so others believe you
Respect yourself, so others respect you

In short:
The way you treat yourself will be the standard for others

bosan larh!

ak ni bosan...
xda ape nk wt..
esk ad lab kot...
lab audiologi...hehhehehe...
xtaw la sape nk partner ng ak ni...adusss!
vsau gak ak..cewaaaahhh!
dlm ramai2 manusia xkan xda kan...

oke! know what...
lect ak tuh sgt cool!!
terbaek ahh dye wt mse skang nie..
(tp jap lg kalo xdpt A bertukar da impression ak ni)
hahhahahahahhaa...
dye la paling sempoi n klaka..
xtawla...syg nk ponteng kls dye tauw..
sb ape??dalam bergelak ketawa...ktorg ad learn something new!
with no doubt!
dr rahim u r COOL!
warghhhh g2!
kang dye bce kembang2 dye! hahahahhaa..

mende ak merepek katsni tah..
xkan nk masuk kan asignment ak ktsni kan..
hahahahahahhaa..
wt malu jek!
:PP

oke! cukup dlu!
choooow!

p/s: friend in need is a friend indeed!
love yarrr fwens! :DD

kepala saya

know what...lately ak cm ssah gle nk ketiduran..
kalo dlu2 cm ape jek...
ad mse je...
membongkam la budak jahat ni ats katil
kroooooooooih!
euuuuw!
tdo jek keje nya...
ko xda benda laen ke nk wt..

skang ni a bit diferent..
nape aahhh..
xkan sbb asgnment kot??
most of the time ak spend ng asgnment tp xda la wt ak stress,..
asgment xpenah wt ak rse betol2 stress..setakat letey pk jela kan..
tp ad la sal tut2 ak pk kan..
2pon cm xda la sius sgt..
bende le setle kan...
tp pening gak kpla nie..
kalo dlu2 heran je om ckp xle tdoo
sy bole je..
MOST OF THE TIME KOWT!
tolong laaaa
hahahhahaahhaa

ape pon...
ak nk tdoo tdo n tdoooo!!!
bwu la sy yg sebenar..
nama saya ina
hobi saya adalah tidur!!!
muahahahhahahaa...
uduh prangai ah budak nie..
:PP

psst! a tdo xda la lawa cm dye 2 kan..
hahahahhahaha...
tdo pon lawa gak..
otaaaaaak ahh!
gudnite!

orang lama

hahahahhaha! gelak luuu..
klaka la igt 1st time ak ad blog dlu..
alamak! jakunnya ak! cm ape jek kan..
tulisan besa kecik kaler kali..
skang ak ny blog cm matured skit kan...
werk!!!!!!!
tolong laaa...
korg xpcaye tgk ape ak wt dulu2..
hahah! memg kebudakkan!
uwaaaaaaaaaaa! mse 2 kan ak budak2 yg besa lg kan :PP

ak suke post cter2 yg ak jumpa yg ak rase menarik..
terase nk bace lg ak wt la entry ktsni..
super loike..
hopefully korg pon ske larh kan...hehehe

oke chow!
lately ak di timbus ng asignment..
so im work on it!
tp rajen pulak nk update blog ni kan..
hehhehehehe..
amek mse sikit..hohooho..

dont let yourself get stress peeps!
chill babeh!
:DD

the truth of mine

It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart, You told me that you want me and now that i've given you everything, you tell me you're leaving, You told me that it was the first time you felt this way, and said that I was special,
I believed you... and it was my happiness...You should have told me that your feelings had faded, I had no idea, and I continued to depend on you,
Although I said I hate you now, i will be missing you,
Because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything, They say when you give a guys all he wants he quickly gets bored, And now i know that's true..
And although i tell myself. I'll never be tricked by love again,
I fall in love, and my heart is broken again,
Please don't break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love...
I didn't know that living this life while being love would be so hard,
Today, we broke up..you told me to meet someone better than you, and be happy...you're are just like all the other guys. What happened to when you told me that you loved me? Honestly i don't want you to be happy. What am i going to do if you really forget about me? :"( i'm in so much pain, more pain that i can bare...Because i'm still in love with you..
Man said: There's someone i'm in love with ...
Although i can't be with here now...
I'm still in love with her..
Because i'm a girl to whom love is everything...
because i know to forget is to remember...

tercipta untukku

Jika kamu menyukai seseorang, usahlah memberitahu si dia, kelak kamu akan kecewa.

Jika kamu meminati seseorang, usahlah menunjukkan kepada si dia, kelak kamu akan derita.

Jika kamu berkenankan seseorang, usahlah meluahkan di wall kamu, kelak salah orang yang membacanya.

Jika kamu memang benar-benar tergila-gilakan seseorang, marilah meminta daripada Allah s.w.t., kerana Dia Maha Mendengar.

Jika benar cinta kamu kepada seseorang itu kerana Allah s.w.t., siapa tahu Dia menggerakkan hati kamu berdua dan meletakkan nama-nama kamu di Lauhul Mahfuz untuk dijodohkan.

Berhulu dari Allah, maka berhilir juga kepada Allah..

Ya Allah
Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Jika dia bukan milikku
Damaikanlah hatiku
Dengan ketentuan-Mu

Tidak sekali dinodai nafsu
Akan kubatasi dengan syariat-Mu
Jika dirinya bukan untukku
Redha hatiku dengan ketentuan-Mu

dissapoint me

huh!
lately ramai ak jumpa mereka- mereka (bape ramai ni sampai 2x mereka ni) yg sgt mengecewakan ak..
hopefully ak cukup kuat utk hadapi those people...

ape yg mampu ak wt
keep faith and strong!
pliz ALLAH give me strength!
i know i strong enough to face them..
absolutely!
kalo x xkan nya ak hadapi nya kan..
hurrrmmmmmm...

u 'guys'
jus wanna say: u really dissapoint me
its hurt me oke!

and YOU!
i realize i hurt u so much!
karma is catching back of me..
huh! kno what..
it clearly show that..
what u gives u get back!

oke!!
pape pon juz njoy the time!

p/s: when the life give you thousand reasons to cry. show the world that...
you have million reasons to smile
:'))
kemon peeps~!!!

4 minggu

chop! camp ak da abes la...
tbe2 ari jumaat ari 2 ak bwk beg jgk..
nk g mane macik oiii...
hehehheehheh
blek raye!!!!
oooooo balek kg...
ooooooooo balek kg..
oooooo balek kg
ati ku girang!

ye ah..blek beraye ng muke berbelang!
saya budak itam..
tp terbaek best camp..
u kno what dr ak xminat camp..
euuuuuwwww! tolong laaa...
mane nk tdo..mandi lg..solat tukar baju..
cm rase terok..
tp ble g...
helllloooo..sume 2 wa bole handle laaa
hahahhahahhaha..
ternyata walau cne pon kite bole!
110% sure babe!
c!

da abes camp dannnnn
AKU PUAS!
experience mane ak nk cari??
ohyeaaaaaaaaaah!

once scouts forever scouts!
ayuk kite berkelana!
weeeeeeee

envy you

im really envy u guys...
jeless weii..
hopefully u guys happy ever after even xda la kite kenal rapat kan..
hehhehehehhe
tp its enough to see them happy together..

jadi!
the real i am is...
jahat nya ak!
stop playing!
kemonnn...
bangkit! hehhehehhe..
jum guys!

ciNtA kiTa

life iS 2 sh0rt.
grudgES r wAste 0f pErfect hAppinEss.
lAugh whEn u cAn.
ap0logiZe whEn u sh0ulD n lEt g0 0f wAt u cAn't chAnge.
l0vE dEeply n 4givE quiCkly.
tAke chAncEs.
givE evErythiNg n hAvE n0 rEgrEts.
lifE 2 sh0rt 2 bE uNhAppy.
u hAve 2 tAke da guD wif dA bAd.
smiLe whEn u'rE sAd.
l0vE wAt u g0t n 0wEz rEembEr wAt u hAd.
0wEz 4givE but nEver 4gEt.
lEarn fr0m ur miStakEs but nEver rEgret.
pe0plE chAngE
n thiNgs g0 wr0ng but 0wEz rEmembEr...
LIFE G0ES 0N!!!!!!
l0vE evEry0nE..

the way of comforting

actually i just found this post at FB..and this is awesome..for most people they tends to find others mistake..just read this and u will knoe..happy reading this short story..maybe this is true!
:))

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving co...uple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.

When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.

What do you think were the four words?

The husband just said "I Love You Darling"

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. No
point in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.

Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think...！

i am me

i am me!
always berpuas ati with who you are..
hey yooo...
i just dont know what to do tunite...but u know what..
this months im really busy with my schedule...
ceyhhh! cm selebriti pulak...kui3
sbnar ny,,,this month cm banyak sangat camp..
super tired...but surely it is unforgettable moment i ever had..

oke2! back 2 our topic...
i just like 2b who i am for now on and for everrr!
xkisah la what the others think bout us..most important..u love yourself damn muchh!
guys...fyi! theres so many people that we dont like..
make sure u dont have 2b in contact with them..
y??
becoz they just annoying!
can i??
hahhahahha...

chop! they absolutely bud*s eva!
when i said so 2u..
yes u are!
pliz do stay away from me okey!
said: lu xske wa..lu punya pasal laa..

*guys..soe for everything,,entry ni just mengoong2 time
+ bahase tah pape..pencemaran bhs berlaku disini ye!

p/s: dont try this in your essay! :DD

Bila kita jadi jahat, ORANG BENCI
Bila jadi baik, ORANG MELUAT
Bila kita ikut suruhan agama, ada orang kata kita BERLAGAK ALIM
Bila kita langgar suruhan agama, ada orang kata "ASTAGHFIRULLAH.. APA LAH NAK JADI.. NAK KIAMAT KOT?"
Bila kita ikut peraturan, ada orang kata kita SKEMA
Bila kita langgar peraturan, ada orang kata kita ni macam TAKDE MASA DEPAN
Bila kita tegur dengan baik, ada orang kata kita ni BAJET BAGUS
Bila kita tegur dengan kasar, ada orang kata kita ni KURANG AJAR
Bila kita pakai sopan-sopan, ada orang kata kita ni 'KAMPONG GILERR'
Bila kita pakai 'dedah sana-sini' ada orang kata kita ni TAKDE HARGA DIRI sebab tayang free
Bila kita bagi nasihat, ada orang kata "JANGAN SIBUK JAGA TEPI KAIN ORANG, BOLEH?!"
Bila kita sindir-menyindir, ada orang kata "TAK RETI BAGI NASIHAT LEKLOK?"
Bila kita tolong buat kerja, ada orang kata "YANG SEBOK SANGAT NAK TOLONG BUAT KEJE ORANG LAIN NI WATPE!?"
Bila kita tak tolong apa-apa, ada orang kata "APSAL PEMALAS SANGAT NI? NAK TOLONG PON SUSAH

tu lah manusia..xpenah puas!
neway! stay cool.. stay cute..
ignore those who are do 'really care'
:DD

slowly it hapened!

da lame rase x berkarya ktsni...
entry ni sje je wt ilang bosan d malam bute ni..

ape nk wt kan...
slowly its hapened...
even kite xpenah ter pk untuk itu bile da nk jd...jd jugak kan...
td tgk semanis kurma..topik malam ni DIA UNTUKKU
topik 2 cm menarik kan...cm xsbr jgk tgu dpn tv kan..
semangat!
saje nk btaw..uma sy ad tv! WERK!
hahaha! budak jakun! :P

dorg ulas...bile mana seseorang 2 da jdoh kite..
insyaallah Tuhan akan permudahkan bagi kite tok bersama..
kalo korg rase cm tough je hubungan korg ber2..
think it twice...bukan ap...xyah la nk membazir masa, kredit, duet ptptn korg, kasih sayang kt orang yang xsepatotnya kan..
lagi2 most of the time gado je kan...
2 da msok part dera perasaan da 2...
hehehheehhe..

btw!
sebulan bulan ni ak ad camp...
sgt best!
it is the right time to get burn!
ohyeah!
doakan semoga tuhan permudahkan keje wt ktorg sepanjg berada di U ni kan..
amin3!

cinta dan benci

bagaimana cara membuatmu bahagia
nyaris ku menyerah jalani semua
tlah berbagai kata ku ungkap percuma
agar kau percaya cintaku berharga

tak kuat ku menahanmu, mempertahankan cintaku
namun kau begitu saja, tak pernah merindu

reff:
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci yang ku rasa

apa kau mengerti ku sedih sendiri
tanpa ada kamu ku merasa sepi

tlah lama ku menantimu, diam sendiri menunggu
setengah hati mencinta, ku sakit karenamu

repeat reff

woo ooo ku sakit karenamu

sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
membenci dirimu, sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sulit untuk ku bisa, sangat sulit ku tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci

sungguh aku tak bisa membenci dirimu
sesungguhnya aku tak mampu
sungguh aku tak bisa, sampai kapanpun tak bisa
memisahkan segala cinta dan benci ooo
cinta dan benci ooo yang ku rasa

-------->It's okay to glance back, but never dwell in the past.
its just hurting you even worse. just remember:
Your future lies ahead and it's waiting for you to catch up with it.
if you could know my feeling ever.

kepada....

u shit!!!
dem u...
wish u all the greatest $%&^%
huhuhhuhuhu..

bole x??
:DD

extreme bored + pakej touch

due to extreme boredom mlm2 cni...
ak terase nk on9 fb...
tp...ape dapat???

dapat bce sume post fbians 2 yg really touch!
sigh -.-""
nape sume??da putus cinta ke sume nk kne wt ayat2 tacing je...
dem!!!
memg musim break eyh skang???
hurmmmm....
xkesah laaa...
pon malam ni...ramai pulak incik2 pawe yg merajuk membawa diri...
wth!!!!!
lg laaaa pusing kpla ini...
owhhh gosh!

for those who still sulking...
jgn la nk gado2...
idop mesti epi..
tamo gado2...
xelok...ceyh! hahahhahaa...
touching ;'(

malas

sebenarnya malas nk wt entry tapi gagah kan jugak la jari2 runcing berparot ni menaip kan...hahah! ape pon malam ni i juz found something soooo funny...hurmm..tanak la kan citer ktsni kan...cukup la diri sendiri je taw....heheheheh
korg mesti tertanya2 kan..xpe bg yg nak taw...jumpa nanti bole tny or can text me anytime...i tell the story tp yg xbenar jela kan....phuii! ape pon..hope u hepi ng decision u...have a sweet time together!!sarcastic gilee...:P

sambong sikit kisah penat bejalan skang ni..penat la skang ni jd pejalan kaki tp xpe at least i have time nk agak ng jarak perjalanan 2 ke kelas...hahah! mane tah incik durjana ilang...hurmmm....xpe !@#! tgu!
hihihihi

like who u r

i don't think you mean to do it,
i don't even think you realize you're doing it,
but just to let you know,
you're upsetting me -.-
its great to be i am :DD

only you

So this is the hard truth:
Never trust anyone you work with.
Dont tell them anything.
Let them talk.
They may act like your best friend but they are out for them in the end.
The people you can count on in your life basically is you and only you.
Your family is there if they are supportive and your closest friends but ultimately you are the one to count on.
So stay strong, be true to you, and ride the ups and downs of life.
You are stronger than you realize and can get through anything.
Just have a little faith that life can change for better than you imagined in a blink of an eye. <3

my tree

I put everybody that comes into my life in the category of a tree. Some people are like leaves on a tree. When the wind blows, they're over there... wind blow that way they over here... they're unstable. When the seasons change they wither and die, they're gone. That's alright. Most people are like that, they're not there to do anything but take from the tree and give shade every now and then. That's all they can do. But don't get mad at people like that, that's who they are. That's all they were put on this earth to be. A leaf.

Some people are like a branch on that tree. You have to be careful with those branches too, cause they'll fool you. They'll make you think they're a good friend and they're real strong but the minute you step out there on them, they'll break and leave you high and dry.

But if you find 2 or 3 people in your life that's like the roots at the bottom of that tree you are blessed. Those are the kind of people that aren't going nowhere. They aren't worried about being seen, nobody has to know that they know you, they don't have to know what they're doing for you but if those roots weren't there, that tree couldn't live.

A tree could have a hundred million branches but it only takes a few roots down at the bottom to make sure that tree gets everything it needs. When you get some roots, hold on to them but the rest of it... just let it go. Let folks go."

p/s: i know you well n im sure what are doing have its own reason..
the root! let stay with me..
im always love u.. <3

Nota untuk seorang lelaki yang pernah bertaktha di hati

Saya telah mengembara ke hujung dunia, mencari cinta saya. Tapi pertama kali bertemu awak, hati saya terus terpaut... Demi tuhan, saya tak tahu kenapa. Tapi itulah kebenarannya..

Saya telah menolak cinta awak, tapi awak mencabar saya dengan kejujuran awak, awak tahu yang awak tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan. Dan, awak berjanji saya bukan salah seekor kupu-kupu perhiasan di dinding kamar awak....

Hanya dengan sebuah renungan, saya jatuh tersungkur ke penjuru mata awak.... saya tak dapat membohongi perasaan saya bahawa saya menyayangi awak.. Dan saat saya mencintai awak, saya jatuh ke dasar perasaan yg paling dalam... Lemas dan hampir tenggelam... dalam lautan kasih sayang, seribu impian, dan saya mula terpikir, saya mengembara ke hujung dunia, mencari awak, rupanya awak ada di sisi saya selama ini dan baru saya sedari tika dan saat itu...

Bagai merpati putih cinta saya berkelana mencari singgahsana di hati awak... nyata saya tak temuinya..... Tapi akhirnya, bila awak telah memiliki cinta saya... awak mencampakkannya jauh ke dasar laut yg tak mampu saya selam.... disana saya tak mampu melihat cahaya.. Awak beri saya harapan, dan akhirnya awak jugalah yg menyalakan api dan membakar saya dalam diam...

Saya sedih sangat, bila awak kata awak tak tahu apa yg sebenarnya awak cari.... Tapi jauh disudut hati ini saya merasakan awak masih belum cukup dewasa untuk memahami apa itu cinta dan mungkin tak akan pernah dewasa..... Atau mungkin juga.. awak belum pernah benar2 jatuh cinta pada seseorang... Jadi, selama ini siapa saya dihati awak...????

Adakah selama ini awak sebenarnya tidak pernah menyintai saya?

Siapa yg memujuk saya untuk membuka pintu hati?

Siapa yg mengajar saya,bahawa Cinta itu perlukan pengorbanan?

Siapa yg memberitahu saya agar sentiasa jujur pada perasaan sendiri??


awak.....

Awak mungkin jenis lelaki yg boleh menyintai ramai perempuan berkali-kali. Tapi saya pula seorang perempuan yg percaya bahawa dalam hidup saya hanya ada 1 lelaki, 1 cinta dan 1 perkhawinan....

Kita hidup sekali, mati sekali dan menyintai sekali.......

Melangkah pergi meninggalkan awak, telah mengambil seluruh kekuatan yg saya ada. Jangan anggap saya tinggalkan awak kerana saya bencikan awak. Jangan pernah menganggap..

Bagaimana harus saya bencikan awak, sedangkan setiap hari, saya merindui awak, biarpun pada ketika awak berada disisi saya... setiap saat saya mengingati awak... seumur hidup ini saya mencintai awak...

Awak...

Sebelum saya menghilang dari dunia awak, saya ingin menyatakan sesuatu, yang tak pernah awak tahu. Kalaulah awak bertanya pada saya, sedalam mana saya cintakan awak, inilah jawapan saya....

'Kalau suatu hari, awak kehilangan suara, saya akan memberi suara saya, agar awak dapat bersuara semula. Meskipun waktu itu, saya akan bisu buat selamanya....'

'Dan kalau suatu hari awak kehilangan hati, saya akan memberi hati saya agar awak dapat hidup untuk selama-lamanya, Meskipun waktu itu saya tiada lagi di dunia ini...(awak tak pernah tahu).

Semuanya untuk awak, tapi satu jer.. yg tidak akan awak dapat dari saya sebelum awak menikahi saya....

Seseorang pernah berkata,

'If you really love someone, then let that person go. If that person is meant for you, that person will come back to you eventually. But if that person does not, then that person was never meant for you, in the first place.....'

Awak.......

Kerana saya mencintai awaklah saya melangkah pergi, demi kebahagiaan awak.... saya berdoa supaya suatu hari nanti, awak akan temui apa yg awak cari.... Supaya suatu hari nanti awak akan memahami apa erti cinta yang sebenar... supaya suatu hari nanti, awak akan dapat mengetahui, bagaimana rasanya terlalu mencintai seseorang.... dan semoga awak takkan pernah terlewat untuk menghargainya.....

Awak.....

saya percaya pada tuhan yg mempertemukan kita, saya tahu ada hikmah disebalik semua ini.... dan saya tak akan menyoal... saya juga tak pernah kesal.... sekurang-kurangnya sepanjang mengenali awak, saya telah bersikap ikhlas dan jujur dengan perasaan saya.

Saya juga percaya, andai benar kita punya jodoh, awak akan kembali pada saya.... itu bukan harapan saya... tapi saya ingin belajar untuk pasrah pada ketentuan tuhan... Dan kalaupun awak takkan pernah kembali pada saya, saya percaya, mungkin itu yg terbaik...

Ikhlas:

Wanita Yang Pernah Menyayangimu Sepenuh Hati

over expected

if you expect too much from someone, they will disappoint you.
if you do not expect enough, they may just surprise you.
from you, i expected everything, and got nothing.

Everyone wants happiness,
Nobody wants pain.
But you can't have a rainbow,
without any rain.

everytime..
samething..
you tell me that you didnt mean it and that you werent thinking..
but the funny thing is that the second i fogive you, you run and do it AGAIN!
you play with me..
and everytime you do you break my heart..
over and over..
and im left with the words spinning in my head
"what did i do wrong??"

Sometimes, it's eaiser to pretend you don't care then to admitt it's killling you

Be not who you can be of the moment
but be who you want to be in the moment

yes people!;))

its about life

Life isn't something that can be predicted.
No one knows what road they will take.
Everyone has a choice and even though the choices can make you hurt, cry, and even laugh, they need to be made.
To enhance the life already set in motion.
Once the choices are made, they can't be changed.
Whether they are for the better or the worse, the life you create is the life you are ready for and the life you want.
Chase after the choices that will make your life happier, the ones that make you smile and laugh, and most of all the ones who make you who you are

tetibe

da saat2 kelam cni...
ak memg ske cari quotes yg ak rse menarik da memg truly me...
but then i found lots of best quotes...
nk wt cne..xkan sume nk sumbat msuk kt status fb gua...
memg x ah...
but then i do have blog....ape lg???
update la kt blog kan,...
hehehhehehhehe...
suke sgt nk cari best quotes...

When people hurt you over and over, think of them as sandpapers.
They scratch and hurt you.
But later, you'll be shining and polished while they end up useless.

Smile and tears:
Do you know sometimes tears become more special than a smile?
Smile can be given to anyone,
but tears are only for those people who we never want to loose

It's not you that I'm rejecting;
it's my heart that I'm protecting

He has no idea that its taking all my strength to stay away from him

yg ni memg funny guys...
muahhahahhaa!
loike :DD

dear my new boyfriend,

here's some tips, because i love you so.
1. do not make me jealous.
2. you dont have to act cool, be yourself.
3. be NICE to my friends.
4. never be afraid to talk to me, im here for you.
5. NEVER be afraid to say, i love you.

sincerely,
your new girlfriend

da la dlu...
bosan ny...
makan pon belom..
busy sgt 2 3 ari ni...
gosh!
:P

p/s: people...please stay cool as the way u want to.
muaaaaaaaah!

bahagia nya dia

Akan tiba saatnya di mana kamu harus berhenti mencintai seseorang bukan kerana orang itu berhenti mencintai kita
melainkan kerana kita menyedari bahawa orang itu akan lebih bahagia apabila kita melepaskannya.

apabila bicara itu perak,diam adalah emas.

look!

kadang-kala apabila kemarahan menguasai diri...
semua perkara serba tidak kena...
perkara yang benar jadi salah..
perkara kecil jadi besar..
perkara remeh jadi payah...
akibatnya api kemarahan makin menyala sedangkan kita punya pilihan untuk rasa bahagia..
bila api kemarahan menguasai diri akal bertindak tanpa kwarasan....
kesilapan dilakukan tanpa disedari oleh dri sndri..
look before you leap guys! ;))

love is about sacrification

da lame xwt entry yg ak rse bermakna..
hahhahahahahhha..
perasaan! :P

actually what i mean by sacrification is about appreciation..
maybe for they are totally different
but for me...to appreciate is to sacrifice
but sacrifice in the right way..
one should appreciate one sacrification
if not it is meaningless...

mungkin ape yg penah kte wt xdihargai oleh seseorg itu..
but then its ok if u did it to your love ones..
you have to realize..come with your way...
limit it! once they did not appreciate it..
from my opinion it is useless...
jgn menyesal cz u r d one who want it..
dare to take a risk is one of the positive attitude..
so r u dare enough??

yes i am!!
hhahahhahahhaha..perasaan! :P
sy berani amek risiko
dan sy da rse akibat ny...
thats what we say learning from xperience..
we learn something from the past..
but its sokey..
i believe that what u give u get back..
maybe i've done something wrong before..
i didnt care about others opinion..
i ask for their opinion but then i come with my own decision..
i deserve it for what had happen to me..
obviously being betraye is hurt you too much...
but its ok...if u can handle it properly..
u will get the strength...
every problem have their own solution...
dont worry be happy...
hehehehehehehehe
when theres a will theres a way...
for me if they really do love you
they will do whatever for you
to make you happy..
to make you feel their love..
not to make u cry
not to make u feel betraye
thinking bout you all da time..
remember every single word you said...

thank to YOU make me realize before its too late..
stay boom boom paw ina!
hehhehhehehe

the greatest irony of love

.loving the right person at the wrong time or having the wrong person when the time is right; finding out you love someone after that person walks out of your life. for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love, but because love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved too little. most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them we are just for past times. while the one who truly loves us remains either your friend or a stranger.

.when you think of your past love; you may view it as a failure; but when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. in the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. what's important is that you know when to hold on and when to let go. you know that you love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not apart of it. everything happens for a reason and for its best. if the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. :)

.you'll never truly love a person, unless you risk for their love; love strives in hurting. if you don't get hurt, then you won't learn how to love. love doesn't hurt all the time; though the hurting is there to test you, to help you grow. don't find love, let love find you; that's why it's called falling in love, because you don't need to force yourself to love, you just fall. you cannot finish a book without closing the chapters. if you want to move on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

.love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. but why is it that the greatest irony of love is letting go when you want to hold on, and holding on when you need to let go? you can never find the right person if you can never let it go of the wrong, but at the same time the moment you feel like letting go, you remember why you held on for so long. sometimes you have to forget what you want and remember what you deserve.

.to love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying and to hope is to risk failure. but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing at all. to reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose your true self. to love is to risk not being loved in return.

.how to define love?? Fall but do not stumble. be constant but not too persistent. share and never be unfair. understand and try not to demand. hurt but never keep the pain. love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. it should inspire you and give you joy and strength. but sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. loving people means giving them the freedom; whom they choose to be and where they choose to go. loving someone means giving them the freedom to find their way, whether it leads towards you or away from you.

.love can be a painful risk. to love means that risk must be taken, no matter how scary or painful, for only then will you experience the fullness of humanity of what we call love. if you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk and if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love.

.if you do in love.can u accept betrayal?

hard

its hard to get used to it..
its hard to forget...
its hard to understand..
its hard to feel easy..
its hard to accept...
its hard to give...
its hard to feel...
its hard to lose...
its hard to satisfy urself..
its hard to satisfy others..
its hard to control..


its harder when u make it hard...
u deserve to do d best...
dont wait until it get hardest..
and it is totally not like im xpected...
hope there will be a ways..
when there is a will there is a way.

DONE!

helloooooo..
im done with dis sem...
im done typing my love letter 2 him..
im done answering exam paper...
im done giving mark to those bravoian
im done carrying my stuff to my new house..
im done staying at khar for about 3 sem...
im done to finish all those esemen which makes my life miserable enough...
migrain again here in malaysia...
terbaeeeeeeeek!

im waiting for my holiday...
4 bulan tuh...
ak tgk kt fb ramai dok mintak2 maaf...
ak mls nk post sbb ak sgt jahat...
malas nk mtk maaf kan...
ak post ktsni jee....
ikhlas dr hati...
kalo ape2 jd kat ak sepanjang cti 4 bulan ni...
hopefully jumpa korg sume my fwen
ape pon...ak mintak maaf byk2...
kalau2 ak ad wt korg terase ati..tersaket ati...terkesot ati...
ape je.....my unintended action...
ak bukan baek..ak taw 2...
tp ak syg sume...yg syg ak laaaa...
hihihihihi..


yg pasti raye ni kite sume akn ad kt uma
berpuasa sebulan di rumah
sume ny kt rumaaaa...
best jgk kan....
hik3....
pape sekalipon...walau da terase sgt...mls ak maaf kan budak ina tuh...
dye gile! hahahhahaha
korg jge la diri ye...
pape pon..dont forget our relationship that we built...
or planting long before keyh!
do keep in touch..
u r not forgotten!
ill be missing u ols! XD

sincerely by ina aj! ;)
smile always people!

there are...

There's always a little truth behind every.............Just Kidding!
A little knowledge behind every.........I don't know !
A little emotion behind every.....I don't care !
A little love behind every......I hate you !
A little uneasiness behind every.......am okay !
A little fear behind every..........Leave me alone !
A little hope behind every.....Goodbye !
There's always something behind every ......nothing !

I'f only we'd understand the speech behind every silence, maybe someday we'd understand life! :)

love is all about u

hurmm..td terbukak blog membe...
im a dreamer..
huuuuh! ape yg dye tulis 2 ad betol nya...

love is all about you...
it is your choice...
who will be your partner
who u can hold on to
who can cheer u up
who can give u happiness
who can support u
who can make u laugh
who can love u like u love them
the power is in your hand
hopefully u choose the right person or if not u might get hurt
gud lak people!

to the blog owner...not me....muahahhahahaa
u have yours..
maybe its not her...
1 day she will come...
no worries...
cheer up..
yesss...it is better b yourself..
u know ur level well...

p/s: please make d right choice 4 your granted...
may god bless u guys.. :DD

like-love-miss

"WHAT EACH KISS MEANS"
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...
____________________________________________________
WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
____________________________________________________
ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.
____________________________________________________
REQUIREMENTS:
- Add this to ur favorites after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
____________________________________________________
IF YOU (LIKE), (LOVE), OR (MISS) SOMEONE RIGHT NOW:
- and can't get them out of your head.
- then add this to ur favorites within One Minute and Whoever you are missing
will surprise you.

things change

In life, we learn that ‘things change’ and that it’s unavoidable no matter how much we desire it not to. And as we think about things changing, most of us find ourselves in some state of sadness, because there is always a part of our life that we wished was frozen in time… to forever remain as it is.

I mean, try to remember where you were one year ago from this moment that you are reading these very words. Maybe you were at school. Or maybe at work? Or even at a friend’s house, on vacation, or maybe out of pure coincidence you were in the very same spot that you are in right now.

And now think about how much your world has changed from then till now. I’m sure you could not of anticipated it. I’m sure the amount of what has changed even has shocked you. How in one year, your world could be completely different from what it once was.
People who once were in your life somehow manage to walk out of it as new one walked in to it. Even those important people who were the biggest part of life only left behind memories and casually come back into it to drop by and say “hi”. We realize as much as we care and love someone, sometimes we have to say “goodbye” to take different paths and to follow our dreams. And in this new path, you will meet new people who become your best friends and your reason to live.

The beliefs that once was instilled in us has gotten replaced by new ones. That each day, let alone one year, we experienced something new and learnt from them. Sometimes our beliefs are broken by depressing experiences, and sometimes it gotten stronger because life dictated it to be so. Maybe we believe in something completely new that we never even thought about before.

And sometimes, even who we love changes. Sometimes the people who we were completely head over heels for, somehow managed leave, leaving you heart broken and losing faith in love all together. You may even be surprised how the person you loved so much managed to pull a disappearance act that would make the greatest magicians proud. And sometimes, the unexpected will happen as someone who randomly walks into your life, or even someone who you’ve know for so long, becomes the person your heart longs and beats for.

And then look at yourself. Look at how much you have changed, not only by appearance and style, but as a person. That you manage to have gros so much that the person you remember one year ago is only a memory like everything else. That as your friends, family, beliefs, loves, and life changed, time managed to sneak up behind you and make you into a different person from who you once were as well.

Things change. It’s a part of life just like breathing, eating, and sleeping. And the only thing we can do is enjoy and appreciate all that we have at this moment before it all changes. So years from now when we are looking back at everything and there will be no change left, we can smile that we took time that to make a great memories at every one of life’s twists and ‘changes’ as we grew up.

smile people~!

:: teringin ::

da godek2 my babe ny blog...
tetibe teringin lak nk update blog...
ak jeles ok....ak da lme xblek kampung jumpa dorg...
dorg da kemana- mana..
xdpt aku nk itot~!
MAO~!!!
HUK3
='((
sedey..
tp ak sgt bangga ad mereka
kemana- mana je mereka
ak xdilupakan...
sy sgt berterime kaseh dengan mereka..

tah kenape tertacing lebey lak...
ak syg mereka...
adesssss...
kenape sekarang mo tacing huh miss ina...aisehhh!
mereka memg idopkan idop akuh...
apekah???
kalo dalam bhs jawer ny...
they ols live my life.
rinduuuu gile *&#^*
GOSH~!

p/s: no matter what..sy tetap syg awok2 sume
::anakakakalongadik::
sy sgt berharap kte kekal smpi bile2...
we need each others..
keep in touch..
love u guys sgt2 guys..
lagu ni sy dedikasi kan untuk awk2 sume..
muaaaaaaaaaaaah~!
bg link je eyh...hahah! sedey...xle nk dload yayang...
nti nk upload g...
apela si ina ni...
hahhaahhahahaha...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ALaF9GALHI

tp sy bg lirik ny keyh
muaaaah! syg korunk!

Lirik Lagu Padi Sahabat Selamanya (OST Upin & Ipin)

Dua tiga kapal berlayar di samudra
Ayo sahabatku kita bergembira
Bermain bernyanyi bersama menikmati indahnya dunia

Karena Sahabat untuk selamanya
Bersama untuk selamanya
Kau dan aku sahabat
Untuk selamanya setia

Berakit-rakit kita kehulu
Berenang-renang kita ketepian
Kita berbeda untuk saling mengisi
Segala kekurangan kita

mencari Sahabat untuk selamanya
Atasi semua perbedaan
Kau dan aku sahabat
Untuk selamanya… Selamanya setia

Sahabat untuk selamanya
Berbagi dan saling menjaga
Kau dan aku sahabat
Untuk selamanya… Selama-lamanya… setia…

~strength~

Believe in yourself!
Have faith in your abilities!
Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers you cannot be successful or happy

::a good foundation of a Relationship is friendship::

Any change, any loss, doesn't make us victims. Others can shake me, surprise me, disappoint me, but nobody can let me down. No matter where i'm in life, no matter what's my situation, i can always do something. I always have a choice and my choice is my power. Really, sometimes the cards we are dealing are not always fair, but i'll just laugh it off and move on. Anyway, it's not my loss, it's their loss!

If you are able to conquer horizontal grids in your later years
vertically you can be as grand as the Eiffel Tower

i just cant stop thinking about you, about what we had, and the feeling you give me when you look at me and know that if was all a mistake to let it go...
if i could sent a letter in a bottle, i'd address it to you...
if it reached you it'd be fate...
please come back.

don't

Two things to remember:
- Don't make decisions when you're angry.
and
- Don't make promises when you're happy.

@___@"

I'm Just Me And That's All I Can Be,
No More, No Less,
No Second Guess.
I Laugh, I Love♥, I Live, I Cry
And Some Times I Wish That I Would Die.
Some Days I'm Funny,
Others I'm Not.
Some Days I'm In Over drive,
And I Cant Stop.
You May Not Like Me, But That's OK,
This Is Me And This Is How I'll Stay

:: love it! ::

jangan dan jika

JANGAN gembira JIKA masih tak pasti
JANGAN tangisi JIKA tidak memiliki
JANGAN berjanji JIKA tak mengerti
JANGAN jauhi JIKA dia menyayangi
JANGAN menanti JIKA jauh di hati
JANGAN ingkari JIKA janji terpatri
JANGAN bersedih JIKA bersendiri lagi
Yang paling penting JANGAN sakiti JIKA tak mahu dilukai…

p/s: remember: what u give u get back =))

di saat migrain melanda diri

Let's fly to the moon
and dance with the stars
lets play in the rain
and chase after cars
anything is possible
when loves first in line
anything is possible
in this crazy world of mine

You are something special.
Everytime i see you..
My heart beats fast.
You seem so amazing.
Just to see you do something that you look like you wouldnt do..
you amaze me~!
I love who you are..
i imagine what we could be...
but if only i had the guts to tell you how i feel..
i love you soo much dearie

thanks guy

thanks to those who hated me
you made me grow much stronger

thanks to those who loved me
you made my heart grow fonder

thanks to those who cared
in my hour of need

thanks to those who entered my life
when others were about to leave

thanks to those who left
you taught me nothing lasts forever

thanks to those who stood by me
in my times of stormy weather

thanks to you guys

p/s: i love u guys guys
officially GTN
muaaaaaaah!
::wawaonisarahwaniesyazbell::

omg! what a sweet fact! XD

i post this story bcoz i found this really sweet!
its squeezed my heart
read this guys....

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

p/s: never take a person for granted, love those that love you, but most of all respect the life you have chosen..

Bestfriends

They act like your..
<3 therapist.
<3 worst enemy.
<3 your lesbian lover.
<3 your bestfriend.
<3 your mom.
<3 your sibling.
<3 like they're freaking God or something.
<3 but most importantly
... the person you love the most
muaaaaah!

huh! tbe2 kan terjiwang ktsni...
xpe...blog ak..ak punya suka laaaa....
hahhahahahhahaa...
adessss!

tgh2 wt esemen ni...kpla pon da ting tong....
tbe2 muncul lak bnda gni.....
kaco betol laaa...bwu sikit smgt smpi....da bekecaiii....ape daa...
lps ak pk2 blek kan....
rupe ny...its hard to find friend....
which means..a really good friend...
tp ak tetap ad mereka...mereka la my bestie eva....
byk ske dke ktorg sme....maybe they not see each other but they do know each other...
comey kan membe2 ak...hehehehehe
(sje je nk mtk pok2 mu blanjo ak.. t ak tuntut)
watch out!
hahahhahahhahhaaa....
dorg bole wt ak gile taw...
pape pon...ak syg mereka n tetap syg mereka smpi bile2...
ak ni memg failed wt ayt jiwang tp ckup la dorg paham ap ak smpi kan..
quality is much much more better than quantity...
p/s: syg pok2 ni
If you hurt my bestie
I can make your death look like an accident XD