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Friday, June 3, 2011

my tree

I put everybody that comes into my life in the category of a tree. Some people are like leaves on a tree. When the wind blows, they're over there... wind blow that way they over here... they're unstable. When the seasons change they wither and die, they're gone. That's alright. Most people are like that, they're not there to do anything but take from the tree and give shade every now and then. That's all they can do. But don't get mad at people like that, that's who they are. That's all they were put on this earth to be. A leaf.

Some people are like a branch on that tree. You have to be careful with those branches too, cause they'll fool you. They'll make you think they're a good friend and they're real strong but the minute you step out there on them, they'll break and leave you high and dry.

But if you find 2 or 3 people in your life that's like the roots at the bottom of that tree you are blessed. Those are the kind of people that aren't going nowhere. They aren't worried about being seen, nobody has to know that they know you, they don't have to know what they're doing for you but if those roots weren't there, that tree couldn't live.

A tree could have a hundred million branches but it only takes a few roots down at the bottom to make sure that tree gets everything it needs. When you get some roots, hold on to them but the rest of it... just let it go. Let folks go."

p/s: i know you well n im sure what are doing have its own reason..
the root! let stay with me..
im always love u.. <3

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Nota untuk seorang lelaki yang pernah bertaktha di hati

Saya telah mengembara ke hujung dunia, mencari cinta saya. Tapi pertama kali bertemu awak, hati saya terus terpaut... Demi tuhan, saya tak tahu kenapa. Tapi itulah kebenarannya..

Saya telah menolak cinta awak, tapi awak mencabar saya dengan kejujuran awak, awak tahu yang awak tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan. Dan, awak berjanji saya bukan salah seekor kupu-kupu perhiasan di dinding kamar awak....

Hanya dengan sebuah renungan, saya jatuh tersungkur ke penjuru mata awak.... saya tak dapat membohongi perasaan saya bahawa saya menyayangi awak.. Dan saat saya mencintai awak, saya jatuh ke dasar perasaan yg paling dalam... Lemas dan hampir tenggelam... dalam lautan kasih sayang, seribu impian, dan saya mula terpikir, saya mengembara ke hujung dunia, mencari awak, rupanya awak ada di sisi saya selama ini dan baru saya sedari tika dan saat itu...

Bagai merpati putih cinta saya berkelana mencari singgahsana di hati awak... nyata saya tak temuinya..... Tapi akhirnya, bila awak telah memiliki cinta saya... awak mencampakkannya jauh ke dasar laut yg tak mampu saya selam.... disana saya tak mampu melihat cahaya.. Awak beri saya harapan, dan akhirnya awak jugalah yg menyalakan api dan membakar saya dalam diam...

Saya sedih sangat, bila awak kata awak tak tahu apa yg sebenarnya awak cari.... Tapi jauh disudut hati ini saya merasakan awak masih belum cukup dewasa untuk memahami apa itu cinta dan mungkin tak akan pernah dewasa..... Atau mungkin juga.. awak belum pernah benar2 jatuh cinta pada seseorang... Jadi, selama ini siapa saya dihati awak...????

Adakah selama ini awak sebenarnya tidak pernah menyintai saya?

Siapa yg memujuk saya untuk membuka pintu hati?

Siapa yg mengajar saya,bahawa Cinta itu perlukan pengorbanan?

Siapa yg memberitahu saya agar sentiasa jujur pada perasaan sendiri??


awak.....

Awak mungkin jenis lelaki yg boleh menyintai ramai perempuan berkali-kali. Tapi saya pula seorang perempuan yg percaya bahawa dalam hidup saya hanya ada 1 lelaki, 1 cinta dan 1 perkhawinan....

Kita hidup sekali, mati sekali dan menyintai sekali.......

Melangkah pergi meninggalkan awak, telah mengambil seluruh kekuatan yg saya ada. Jangan anggap saya tinggalkan awak kerana saya bencikan awak. Jangan pernah menganggap..

Bagaimana harus saya bencikan awak, sedangkan setiap hari, saya merindui awak, biarpun pada ketika awak berada disisi saya... setiap saat saya mengingati awak... seumur hidup ini saya mencintai awak...

Awak...

Sebelum saya menghilang dari dunia awak, saya ingin menyatakan sesuatu, yang tak pernah awak tahu. Kalaulah awak bertanya pada saya, sedalam mana saya cintakan awak, inilah jawapan saya....

'Kalau suatu hari, awak kehilangan suara, saya akan memberi suara saya, agar awak dapat bersuara semula. Meskipun waktu itu, saya akan bisu buat selamanya....'

'Dan kalau suatu hari awak kehilangan hati, saya akan memberi hati saya agar awak dapat hidup untuk selama-lamanya, Meskipun waktu itu saya tiada lagi di dunia ini...(awak tak pernah tahu).

Semuanya untuk awak, tapi satu jer.. yg tidak akan awak dapat dari saya sebelum awak menikahi saya....

Seseorang pernah berkata,

'If you really love someone, then let that person go. If that person is meant for you, that person will come back to you eventually. But if that person does not, then that person was never meant for you, in the first place.....'

Awak.......

Kerana saya mencintai awaklah saya melangkah pergi, demi kebahagiaan awak.... saya berdoa supaya suatu hari nanti, awak akan temui apa yg awak cari.... Supaya suatu hari nanti awak akan memahami apa erti cinta yang sebenar... supaya suatu hari nanti, awak akan dapat mengetahui, bagaimana rasanya terlalu mencintai seseorang.... dan semoga awak takkan pernah terlewat untuk menghargainya.....

Awak.....

saya percaya pada tuhan yg mempertemukan kita, saya tahu ada hikmah disebalik semua ini.... dan saya tak akan menyoal... saya juga tak pernah kesal.... sekurang-kurangnya sepanjang mengenali awak, saya telah bersikap ikhlas dan jujur dengan perasaan saya.

Saya juga percaya, andai benar kita punya jodoh, awak akan kembali pada saya.... itu bukan harapan saya... tapi saya ingin belajar untuk pasrah pada ketentuan tuhan... Dan kalaupun awak takkan pernah kembali pada saya, saya percaya, mungkin itu yg terbaik...

Ikhlas:

Wanita Yang Pernah Menyayangimu Sepenuh Hati

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

over expected

if you expect too much from someone, they will disappoint you.
if you do not expect enough, they may just surprise you.
from you, i expected everything, and got nothing.

Everyone wants happiness,
Nobody wants pain.
But you can't have a rainbow,
without any rain.

everytime..
samething..
you tell me that you didnt mean it and that you werent thinking..
but the funny thing is that the second i fogive you, you run and do it AGAIN!
you play with me..
and everytime you do you break my heart..
over and over..
and im left with the words spinning in my head
"what did i do wrong??"

Sometimes, it's eaiser to pretend you don't care then to admitt it's killling you

Be not who you can be of the moment
but be who you want to be in the moment

yes people!;))

its about life

Life isn't something that can be predicted.
No one knows what road they will take.
Everyone has a choice and even though the choices can make you hurt, cry, and even laugh, they need to be made.
To enhance the life already set in motion.
Once the choices are made, they can't be changed.
Whether they are for the better or the worse, the life you create is the life you are ready for and the life you want.
Chase after the choices that will make your life happier, the ones that make you smile and laugh, and most of all the ones who make you who you are

tetibe

da saat2 kelam cni...
ak memg ske cari quotes yg ak rse menarik da memg truly me...
but then i found lots of best quotes...
nk wt cne..xkan sume nk sumbat msuk kt status fb gua...
memg x ah...
but then i do have blog....ape lg???
update la kt blog kan,...
hehehhehehhehe...
suke sgt nk cari best quotes...

When people hurt you over and over, think of them as sandpapers.
They scratch and hurt you.
But later, you'll be shining and polished while they end up useless.

Smile and tears:
Do you know sometimes tears become more special than a smile?
Smile can be given to anyone,
but tears are only for those people who we never want to loose

It's not you that I'm rejecting;
it's my heart that I'm protecting

He has no idea that its taking all my strength to stay away from him

yg ni memg funny guys...
muahhahahhaa!
loike :DD

dear my new boyfriend,

here's some tips, because i love you so.
1. do not make me jealous.
2. you dont have to act cool, be yourself.
3. be NICE to my friends.
4. never be afraid to talk to me, im here for you.
5. NEVER be afraid to say, i love you.

sincerely,
your new girlfriend

da la dlu...
bosan ny...
makan pon belom..
busy sgt 2 3 ari ni...
gosh!
:P

p/s: people...please stay cool as the way u want to.
muaaaaaaaah!

bahagia nya dia

Akan tiba saatnya di mana kamu harus berhenti mencintai seseorang bukan kerana orang itu berhenti mencintai kita
melainkan kerana kita menyedari bahawa orang itu akan lebih bahagia apabila kita melepaskannya.

apabila bicara itu perak,diam adalah emas.

look!

kadang-kala apabila kemarahan menguasai diri...
semua perkara serba tidak kena...
perkara yang benar jadi salah..
perkara kecil jadi besar..
perkara remeh jadi payah...
akibatnya api kemarahan makin menyala sedangkan kita punya pilihan untuk rasa bahagia..
bila api kemarahan menguasai diri akal bertindak tanpa kwarasan....
kesilapan dilakukan tanpa disedari oleh dri sndri..
look before you leap guys! ;))